some kind of angel

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angel, antiquity, love, poetry, transcend, warrior

I still think you are
some kind of angel
one of those warrior types
like in antiquity
with metallic armour
hanging over your shoulders
while I gawk in awe

I grabbed onto your shoulders
but couldnt hold on
because I’m mortal.
so into the sky
I soared in some kind of trance
over the patchwork hills
looking for more shiny things…

is this why they call it falling in love?
because i fell in love
as you flew away

needs

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csn, dark star, groove, love, need, poetry

and another thing…
I need you.
so STFU.

like a flower

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flower, love, poetry, remembering

you were like a flower

always making me smile
with your sweet messages
that were as vibrant as prisms
and
somehow sensually aromatic.
I loved watching you unfold.

and then,
you were gone.

life cycle

wake up

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fire, love, mystic, pathway, plasticity, poetry, transformation

it’s been awhile since I could
even let myself go there.
or here.

stop thinking.
stop looking.
stop feeling.

new pathways
override
the old.

but I’m drawn to nostalgia…

and there’s something about
the old paths…
like those low hanging branches
that create a mystic ambiance…

it evokes
it ignites
and wakes me the fuck up.

***remembering***

what we are made of

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balloons, love, passion, poem, valentine

wishing you a happy Valentine’s day
the cuddly kind where
someone you love
gets to curl up
against you like a little kitty
purring

the surprising kind, too
where your room’s filled
with helium balloons
that you pop
one by one
and you’re showered
with flower petals

and mostly, the magical kind
where your soul
gets to connect
in bodily form
thru any of your senses
chocolates, wine, cheese,
passionate touches

because this is what we’re made of

a grey ride & inside joke

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crayon, forgetit, getit, go, grey, joke, letitgo, life, living, poetry, riding, transformation, whale, whalerider

you know when you find that grey crayon ….
and you wonder,
how much life can i bring you?

everyone is always bitching about the grey areas.
they bitch about accepting them.
they bitch about understanding them.
they bitch about making them more distinctive….

maybe try whale watching, bitches.
grey: magnificent, beautiful, resilient, voyaging.
now that’s a ride.

did you see the movie “whale rider”? it’s fantastic.
pahahahahahhaha
sorry, inside joke.

the stage

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art, cycle, hurt, Journal, love, poetry, stage, transformation

so my best friend is busy playing the martyr clown
and the hot guy at work is transgender
and my dream guy is bursting
at the wedding ring….
life is such a masquerade.

maybe I am destined to the stage
as we all are.
as we all are.

block

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Fuck, hurt, hurting like hell, poetry, trash

thank you fucking God for music
that other people authentically expressed
because i can’t seem to get it out right now.

a dream of sandalwood

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Dream, love, poetry, sandalwood, transformation

thank God for things like sandalwood….
you are definitely on my mind today
as you know you are like a dream to me
a dream, that on my lovely days,
I get to enjoy.

disintegration

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fall, forgotten, goodbye, growth, leaf, love, transformation, unrequited

the feeling of being
forgotten…
released, perhaps?

it’s like a leaf that’s fallen from a tree getting trampled on, knowing it’s season is over but also knowing that disintegration serves it’s purpose.